A Day Of Thought And Meditation

I always use Sunday mornings as a few hours to reflect and meditate. I don't know if it helps or not but it helps to give me perspective on the things that I have done over the course of the past week. I have studied different methods of meditation and the only thing I would change about the method that I chose is that I need to accentuate more of the positive. A friend of mine gave me a book the other day entitled Everything Happens For A Reason. The title itself tells me the author believes that there is some sort of divine reason that I keep getting kicked in the ass and taking the symbolic punch to the balls. If the author's theme happens to be that what is going on will help me build character and make me a stronger person, I am going to rip that book apart page by page, build a bonfire with most of it, and use the rest as toilet paper. I can't wait to read this book and I am assuming that my sarcasm and skepticism is understood. I promised my friend I would read this and I always try to keep my promises, especially to my friends. The only reason I could possibly accept is that I am taking this for all of my friends and loved ones so they don't have to. My friends are the most valuable things I have and I would suffer as much as possible so they would not have to. Other than that, the divine cosmic presence is having a big laugh at my expense. I am hoping the great Puppet Master in the sky gets bored real soon.