Salt In The Wound

I got a text message from an Ex-Girlfriend at 1:28 AM last night. The title of one of my last blogs was called "Depression." I am in a bad physical state and a bad mental state as well. She evidently read this blog and her only comment about my blog was "interesting."

To her credit she did apologize for everything she had done to me and in an attempt to make me feel better, she told me that the man she cheated on me with and her "were doomed from the start." No it did not make me feel any better. It must have been shortly after this that she tried to have sex with me in my driveway. She then went on to tell me that she had found someone to love "with all I am" (her words) and once again apologized for hurting me and how happy she now was.

My response was "You lied to me, cheated on me, and jerked me around." I thought those were all fair statements and I threw in there somewhere that she referred to herself as a "whore" and a "horrible person." (once again, her words).

She went on to tell me "one of the things I did not like about you was your negativity." The truth is sometimes a tough pill to swallow and with this statement, she had a point. I was very negative. I never had the heart to tell her this but she may have been more negative than me. I was tired of hearing about her ex-husband and other family members and about this artist's group she was associated with. Yet, I was the negative one.... interesting.

I do not appreciate the fact that she picked one of my lowest of times to send this text message and to me, that is pouring salt in the wound. There is nothing more that I can say about this experience. I cannot help but feel sorry for someone like that.