Staring Down My Demons

Today is the day that I chose to stare down my demons that are my emotions. That is a rather harsh way of putting it but I have never dealt with my emotions well. Especially the emotions surrounding my heart. The "secret" has finally been figured out and that is a little bit of a scary thing for me but it is a good kind of scared. As we go through life, we make so few honest and real "connections" whether it be friends or lovers. I posed the question "Do you believe in love at first sight?" The talked quickly turned to "Chemistry" and how it can not exist at all or how it can develop very quickly. She said that she need to hear me say the words. I guess, somewhere deep down, I need to say those words. My biggest fear is that they will mean nothing but in the end, it means something to me. I don't needed to hear those words repeated back to me because that has to come from each individual heart when that heart is ready.