My Writing

I will never tell a woman I am remotely interested in that I write a blog. I have always heard you should never say never but I am saying. I write what I feel at that moment. This last one thought I was way too negative and that is all she focused on was the negative. She thought it should be more "whimsical". I write with emotion. I write when I am emotional. I sometimes write with my heart on my sleeve. Life is sometimes negative. There has been a lot of negative things happen in my life lately. Writing is my therapy and it is a hell of a lot cheaper than paying a therapist. I am sorry that she found it so negative and it wasn't the laugh fest she thought it should be. I have heard a lot of her negative rants as well and I patiently listened and did not judge. I for damn sure did not tear into her about it although I did ask her opinion. I respect everyone's right to feel what they feel and I try to be there for them to help pick them up when they fall or trip. My car got broken into last night and I was lamenting that fact to another friend of mine and she told me "You are a good man. You don't deserve this." My response was What exactly has being a good man gotten me? Women do not want good any more. They want the bad guys. The one's who lie, cheat, steal, and treat them badly." Unfortunately, those guys are the ones that prosper but I can't quite turn that corner.