My Heart On My Sleeve

I am always trying to find the perfect song lyrics to fit with what I am feeling and tonight's music lyrics would be by Eve 6 entitled "Heart In A Blender." The lyrics say "Wanna put my tender heart in a blender, watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion." The character Jethro Gibbs on the television show NCIS has his own set of rules and he also relies on his "gut instinct" as a means to figure things out. When I can't figure out to communicate with women, I write them things. I have always considered myself to be a modern day Cyrano De Bergerac and tonight I think Cyrano should have stayed at home and I should have gone with my gut instinct and kept what I wrote to myself. I really do not know what I was thinking and I evidently did not know what I was writing either. I meant what I wrote but the timing was wrong and I did not spend enough time on it. I should have worked on it another month or two and then I still should have kept it to myself. I would love to be able to wear my heart on my sleeve but I just do not think I have it in me.