My girlfriend and I broke up the other day. No break up is easy. My mind was instantly filled with things I could write to "get even" in a sense. I was going to publicly (or semi-publicy- I don't exactly have a large audience) publish them on this blog and show the world (or at least 10 readers) how badly I had been hurt by this break up. One or two of them made it on here and I have several more written and in reserve and just waiting for me to hit the "publish" button. I ultimately decided that it wasn't worth it. I decided it was childish and immature and I do not want to be that way. I do not want to be that guy. Ever. I cannot look to the future if I am still looking at my past.
Those blogs may make it on here one day in the future but they will not be intended to hurt but my more comical side will be evident. I will say that it will be a while before I become involved again but that is for me to decide. I am going to be unapologetically selfish for a while and I am looking forward to that.
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