One Screwed Up Mess

My life is one screwed up mess, there is no doubt about that, and what makes it tougher to take, is that it is mostly my fault. I have hurt people that have obviously cared about me while seeking my own selfish goals and desires. The real messed up part about that is I do not consider myself a selfish person. I am a giving person, a kind person, and I love animals. My Buddhist advisor in Thailand is telling me that I need to take a step back, detach myself from the situation, and then I can think more wisely. I think she may be on to something.